date: Saturday, November 21, 2009
title:
soooo blardy tired right now...things that happened these days?
thursday: form five graduation! gave my speech and 5s1 presentation. teared a little because it was overwhelming- last moment to be called a st.andrew's student. teachers cried too =] they miss us so!
friday: belated halloween party at kus'. dressed up as a nurse, turned out looking pregnant o.o" ah wells.. pregnant nurse then! =P
sat: morning- speech day rehearsal- followed kus to empire after it, then followed him for a quick lunch at ideal and went to buy cloth for prom banner and spent 6 hours painting it. right now am sooooo tired and stomach is deeply disappointed in me for not feeding it properly(though that was a lovely cake and bread kus!) and now i have speech day tomorrow! oh joy oh joy~!
i would kill for a good hug right now =(
date: Monday, November 16, 2009
title:
I have a feeling that today is NOT my day. got tipped off by both parents, one which led me to utmost confusion and another which led to crazy frustration. only thing that kept me from blowing my head off was =] who unfortunately heard the initial part of the convo between mom and me because i forgot to turn off the mike. so sorry sweetie! but yeah, bad start to a day/afternoon.. the black cloud did eventually lighten as the hours went by and started laughing again by the start of the evening. how much i treasure those who care for me, i can't even begin to describe it to you ^^!
just as a little thought of the day: it amazes me how many odds can go against someone o.o" just hoping there's no more bad surprises and i shall await for the light at the end of a dark tunnel.
date: Sunday, November 15, 2009
title:
i'm back!! =D!
On the 13th of nov, it was the last day of our olevels (well, for the science classes that is..) and the closing paper was amaths 2. was happy with that paper, coz it was the last paper i was going to sit for and it wasnt that hard (THANK YOU GOD!) after the paper, we had to carry the tables up to 5cs and clear up the extra chairs in the hall as a "last favour to the school" =P after all the clearing up, everyone trooped out of the hall and into the field. all of a sudden, everyone started yelling and screaming their lungs off. including jo who was walking on my right. HAHAAH! you have no idea whether the person screaming was a guy or girl coz i was pretty sure that they were girls, but lo behold! they turned out to be guys. -_________-" jo's parents heard her screaming and jo's dad was shaking his head and sighing. HAHA! think he had the impression that the paper was hard thats why HAHAHA!
followed jo home then we got ready to go to the mall while waiting for carmy and blessy to arrive. blowdried her hair and straightened it for her and she did it for me too. the whole time we were talking and laughing and you could occasionally hear her go," your hair is making my job easy for me!" pfft jo, my hair curves out thats the prob AHAHA! put on a bit of makeup, helped jo and blessy with theirs and we were off! but by that time kus and teo were already waiting at gadong for us and they were hungry lawl!
jo had to buy her contact lenses first so we followed her to get them and asked for hair extension prices. why are hair extension prices so expensive now?!?!? last time it used to be 100 bucks or less, why is it 600 now?!??! O.O and dont tell me people do pay that amount every month or so for it -.-" btw, there were SO MANY poklens there. all decked in skinny jeans and checkered pants. blessy and carmy kept sniggering at the back and pointing at them HAHAHA! for all guys out there, please please PLEASE give your private parts and legs some space to breathe. it causes impotency and bad blood circulation. not to mention you may just rip your pants from the back if anything happens. plus no girl wants to see their mens legs skinnier than theirs; they already know they're fat, dont need to rub it in their faces. met up with kus and teo and we ate at pizza hut coz it was raining outside. saw a few fellow sas-ians come in and sat in a table nearby. anyway, after the dinner we walked to unitek to buy some dvds for movie night and we bought: paranormal activities, jennifer's body, some stupid looking scary movie called sheep and carmy bought halloween 3 i think. went back to the mall for junk food and on the way we saw chiewying and darren eating in thiam hock with their parents. said hi and it was hilarious coz kus was standing there waving and grinning weirdly like some stalker or something HAHAHA! saw linsii,elina and jaymee too and said hi then we went back to kus' house for the movie marathon.
we watched paranormal activities first and jo was sitting next to me on my left and teo was sitting in front of me in the last half of the movie. can say the guy deserved what happened to him coz he provoked the demon/thingy and he was swearing at it, filming with a camera, trying out the demon board(cant remember what its called) and etc etc etc. the ass even said to his girlfriend, its his house and he can do whatever he wants to it as if its going to be afraid of him and listen to what he says. prob is, the demon thingy is following his gf, not him. so who is the boss? him or it?the whole time i was retaliating to whatever was being said in the movie, jo was singing christmas carols to herself, teo was singing abcs, carmy was using her phone, blessy was screaming, kus was laughing. HAHA! scary movies are fun to watch with friends =]
jennifer's body was stupid. HAHAHA! i guess guys who are crazy over megan fox and love seeing her scantily clad and in alot of bedroom scenes (actually, its not only in the bedrooms) then you'll like this. but if you're looking for a scary movie, this is sooo off.
after the two movies, and alot of frustration over jennifer's body coz it jammed halfway and we had to skip alot of scenes, we played boogie superstar. thats when all the butt grabbing camwhoring pics started to come in. HAHAAH! not appropriate for children under 12, you may have the wrong idea about butts and no, butts are not for your to squeeze at any time.
after the movies, went back to jo's with carmy and blessy for a sleepover and the whole time we did not sleep at all! we stayed up talking laughing doing stupid things camwhoring singing eating and alot more. its a typical slumber party, complete with pyjammas =] eventually we ko-ed around 8.30 till 9 in the morning coz we couldnt take it anymore HAHAHA! then i had to get up and get ready for school. blessy and carmy went home sleepily around that time coz they were lucky that they didnt have to go to school. jo had to see ms agnes so she accompanied me and it was a good thing she did for we had to walk the long way around the school and i think i was carrying weights or something on my shoulder >.< instructions ="P">
then something sweet happened! jes came up to me with a card in her hand and =] too then jes handed me the card and said "for you" and i was shocked and so touched! my mouth dropped and i think =] was laughing =P said thank you and gave jes a hug then proceeded to hug all the junior girls there ^^ praveena said she's gonna miss me and it made my heart break a bit. then i hugged alisa and she said,"omg you're so comfy!" O_O" HAHAHA! thanks alisa ;) wanted to hug =] too but so many people were there =( never mind then.. will wait for another chance ^^! i'm gonna miss my juniors coz they've somewhat grew up and now are standing on their two own feet, hopefully doing their best in everything they do and wearing the councillor's badge proudly and passionately because i'm pretty sure i did and it wasnt an easy road to go through, but it will all pay off in the end. =) i hope if they're in any trouble or need help they won't hesistate to ask us for help, coz we'll be willing to lend a hand in any emergencies =)! hopefully our two leaders will be able to cope with all the mayhem with poise and calmness and do their best and give their best too!i am really really proud of them and i know sas will be in good hands =]
blogger doesnt seem to like my pics(blogger doesnt tell any lies when it seems something atrocious going to be posted up..)pics are on fb though =D
date: Saturday, November 14, 2009
title:
OLEVELS ARE OVERRRRR! BOOM BABY BOOM!!!!
shall update tomorrow with pics! =D!
ps: i think i'm truly blessed to deserve everything thats happening to me right now and i cant say that i've ever felt this happy before ^^! <3!
date: Friday, October 30, 2009
title:
Things you cant do when you're all grown up:
1) act cute.
-you know those times when you could use your puppy eyes 24 hours a day and you'll always get your way coz everyone adores you and loves the way you do it? yeah, you cant do it anymore =P
2)act dumb/ be dumb.
- when you were young, no one blames you for not knowing anything and they think its cute. try doing it now and you'll end up with the label : "dumb, stupid, bimbo" note: if you're a guy and someone calls you a bimbo, thats a totally different story!
3)eat as much as you want.
- gone were those times when you were given everything you wanted to eat coz children are cute when they are chubby and they will lose it later on. as adults, you wont look cute being chubby (now labelled obese) and no you wont lose it later on; that phase has come and gone.
4) cry.
-when you cry, there will always be someone there to rush by your side and tend to your wounds and tell you everything will be alright. if you try to pull that off now, you will be looked at scornfully and be labelled: "weakling/ wimp" no ones going to tend to your sorrows if you cry every day =\
5)sing and dance like crazy in public.
- remember those times when a little girl or boy starts singing and dancing, everyone cheers him/her on and laughs at the antics? yeah, try doing that in the middle of a reception and everyone will get the perception that you're nuts. like crazy nuts.
6) run around with your undies showing. (even running around only in your undies)
- seriously, i personally love seeing little girls who wear pretty dresses and frilly socks with their undies or diapers peeking out underneath their dresses.(ok call me weird or pedo, whatever) they are ADORABLE!!i just feel like picking them up and giving them a hug coz they are super cute! but thing is, i dont think a grown up should be going around with his/her undies showing. this implies especially to guys who wear their boxers super high and their pants super low (and no...boxers are not part of the pants) as well as girls who wear their thongs really high and their jeans super low. can anyone say wedgie 50 times without stopping? what about skanky and cheap?
7) have no worries.
- the only thing you had to do everyday was sleep, eat, play and laugh. what more could you ask for? there were no worries for kids during the younger days. unfortunately, worries comes with the whole package of growing up. when you started school, you were worried you couldnt make new friends. when you were halfway through school years, you would worry about your grades. when secondary came along, you would worry whats happening to your body and who you are currently crushing on. when you came to high school, you would worry about who's backstabbing you and who is the most popular person in school now. when you get to college you would worry about what subjects to take and what you really want to be when you grow up. when you get to uni you would worry about whether you can really cope with it and graduate with a good degree. when you start to work you worry about whether your boss and colleagues are nice, or when your next paycheck will come in so you can pay off your bills. when you get married you worry if you can get into that dress/tuxedo and whether you'll be able to raise a family successfully. and when you grow old you would worry when is your last day and how its going to happen. so you see, we live in a world full of worries and once you grow up, you're bound to worry about a lot of things, intentionally or unintentionally.
lastly,
8)making friends.
-it was easy making friends back then because everyone was nice to you and you're nice back. its more like you just needed someone to talk to or to share your toys with. nowadays its much harder as everyone has turned evil and you have become bitter and insecure. its much harder for adults to make friends now as they put their paranoia before their willingness to make friends.
there are so many more than i could say but i'll just stop at 8 because i think you've got the idea why i'm writing this down. point is, i just wish i could turn back time and enjoy those moments once more. but hey, its not possible and prolly have to wait till i have my own kids to get as close to it as possible.
date: Thursday, October 29, 2009
title:
bio prac over =DDD!
no exams till the 4th =DDDDDDDDDDD!!!!
hey just a random questions for the day: who is YOUR best friend?
Why is he/she your best friend?
Do you think you guys can last forever?
Do you think you guys are still best friends at this very moment?
Do you think anything has changed lately?
Wanna know why i'm asking this?
cause i wanna know. ;)
date: Saturday, October 24, 2009
title:
today= busy busy busy!
morning:
-woke up, decided that today is lazy day and lazy days do not involve more than 5 mins worth of exercise.
-1 hour of dmaths at home
-came to school, taught a bit of bio, learnt permutation and combination, did amaths alone (=D!), dmaths with kus, had to rummage brain for chem oxidising agents and reducing agents, proof read something (did a very bad job in this)
-went to jalan tutong to dine alone during lunch =[ mom had some business matters to wrap up so it was just me, the food and the phone on ebuddy for a while.
-came home and brice came over for dmaths, tried teaching him but i dont know if he understood what i said. oh wells... least i understand probability a lot better now =D
funny thing was, today didnt feel like those horrid mankillmenow days; prolly because every second was filled with laughter, sounds, chattering, etc etc. =] i know that if i didnt have people around me, i would have dropped everything and wouldnt even bother studying. i really do love my friends and i know i'll miss them like hell once everythings finally over..
will be going for malay tuition at 7-10 later *cries* my last tuition with cikgu and i've been there for about 8 years now.nostalgic much? never mind, we all have to grow up one day.. =]
good luck form 4s! =] i know you can do it!
